And there you go, beaming smiles unaware
on how my heart counting steps
skips a beat, my heart forgets
that nights alone are set to dream
and days are filled with clouds and sun
to keep me awake, but then your hair
will fly around in radiant gold,
and I forget my heart to hold
from flying loose into the air
and foolish me, I come undone
under your spell-
How your sadness gravitates,
sweat drops rolling down my skin like tears
shed from blinded eyes, beauty in fears
across our space find my heart
marking targets with each beat,
and every moment become spurts
of breathing ink, sustaining heat
emanating from expressions buried deep
inside your mind, which I stole,
for way before I knew your words
I met your soul-
Was there ever?
Was there ever love carrying me?
Navigating through your life
in self-discovery, waves took me
into distant shores-
What lucidness drives the mind
into connections we make?
Two lives, one life, then we find
a broken cycle, two lives then,
everything we did again.
Pills aligned spelling guilt
for I left,
I was dead being awaked
while you slept-
Was there ever love rebuilt?