Jealous

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Jealous

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I am jealous of your love

that feeling you mix with pain, joy and need

and keeps you awake at night in restless wants

for a touch of skin and makes you bleed

with tears when it hurts and taunts.

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I am jealous of the look you give

lost in dreams of a lifetime of possibilities

when you choose the one to hold you tight

though a life full of plans and responsibilities

for he is your love and shining knight.

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I am jealous of words written

for the one tasting your lips time after time

and becomes part of your dreams and desires,

I am jealous of the one that calls you mine

and only him the one your heart requires.

H.O

Addiction

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Addiction

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Love was this passing thing, a kiss and tell, a hit and miss

lonely nights wishing she would turn and look

and hundreds of poems that forever took

to calm my soul into submission.

Love became an obsessive lifelong mission

searching for heavens in between every kiss

and finding hell in every goodbye.

And once alone love became an empty cry

a fierce withdrawal from my addiction.

H.O

Finder (Keeper)

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Finder (Keeper)

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You hold within your eyes the dreams time forgets

with silence so they speak the words I yearn to hear

the promises with time eluding through my years

and all what’s left behind that turned into regrets.

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And in between your lips I’ll find that it’s not over

 to resuscitate a taste that haunts me to my day

if maybe love the same will find again its way

while hiding in a kiss from every passing lover.

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No promises are given with each failed romance

as fading dreams unfold the places in my mind

but looking in your eyes I’ll see the love you find

and maybe once in life I’ll find it just by chance.

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H.O

More

Whichever

More

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More than a face, I yearn for more

than wishes of good night

wanting more, much more.

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For I forget the touch of skin

and words become the sin.

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I want to taste the sweat on your breasts

and feel your body tight, very tight

against my unquenchable lust.

To consume my desires

with every kiss and every thrust

and every touch that never rest

wanting more, much more

than wishes of good night.

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For I miss the touch of skin

and thoughts become the sin.

H.O

(((HUG)))

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(((HUG)))

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Arms stretching out seeking the shape

outlined by years of hard work and pain

 while pulling you closer with my embrace,

trembling body unaccustomed to love and care

with my hands playing the cords of your back

in unison breathing we slowly regain

the beautiful smile you lost somewhere.

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One minute of holding your fragile form

in my arms a lifetime to be transformed.

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H.O

Smile

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Smile

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In the smile outlining the contour of your lips

promises hide from prying eyes

stories untold of lovers past

and deep long kisses that left you yearning.

It holds the words that I’m still learning

when in your lips they slip so fast

and speak of love and sometimes lies

but in that smile

promises hide from prying eyes

and leaves me yearning

to be the one for whom you smile.

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H.O

Illusive

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Illusive

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Passing through like clouds way up out of reach

vapor in the distance gone within an instance

of such vague illusions, footprints on the beach

washed by waves of time if I dream you’re mine

wrapped around desires leftovers from fires

long turned into ashes from a lover’s dream.

Ethereal connections made across a distance

wishes made for lips while intention slips

if without a voice you shake my existence

deep within my mind with no love to find

just like passing clouds way up out of reach.

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H.O